(no subject)

[adamlanzaballs]

i’m scaaarreddsuhhhh i actually have to do ATAR this year 😭😭😭😭 what do you Mean this is my second last year of high school … im scared … i should’ve killed myself 3 years ago ….. FAAARRRKK!!! I DIDNT THINK I WOULDSTILL BE HERE!!!! and then university…. which is just more tests… more school… more studying… for a job i don’t even want… to support a life i don’t want to live … it’ll be a miracle if i don’t throw myself off of a building before i graduate . uuuggghhhhhh….. kill me now….. i hope my heart stops …. i hope i die in my sleep…. i’m gonnna have to get on ssoooo much vyvanse to be able to study properly and not Bomb every single exam. I know it’s just like 4 weeks of the year that I have to do exams but those 4 weeks will probably feel like 2 years and the entire fucking year is spent preparing for those 4 weeks so . FUCK!!!!!!!