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one thing about quietiapine is that it does give me the most vivid dreams ever. like it’s not relaxing at all to go to sleep because i’m basically awake in my dream. i always wake up super stressed because i’ve had a very realistic dream and then i realise it was just a dream. i used to not have that many dreams but i have them every single night now. its kind of fun because i can live out things that feel real but i don’t know that im dreaming. one i had was i had to complete this course at like a camp or something and it was like parkour, one i remember very vividly is having to swim across a river covered in snakes. that was like two days ago. and the dream i had last night was that there was this monster that like had a gravitational force and it would pull in anything it saw and i was stuck hiding behind a box hoping it didn’t see me and i had to like climb underground to escape it .. lots of the dreams i have are very stressful.