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[adamlanzaballs]

i get emotionally burnt out sometimes. nobody talks about how exhausting it is to ‘empathise’ with people and when i say that i mean feel bad for them or i don’t know how to explain it just like pity them i don’t know. it is so exhausting for me. and it also kind of annoys me . nobody needs to feel bad for you nobody is required to make you feel better or to pity you and people (i’m guilty of this too ok) people love to just unload ALL of their baggage over social media and it’s difficult to process. it gets exhausting. hearing this deeply personal information from someone and its harrowing and horrible and you’re just supposed to go about your day unfazed ??? it Doesn’t work like that!!!!! i think about it all the time whenever i Hear something horrible like that it imprints on me and I just feel horrible and I think about it all the time and it AFFECTS me . so sometimes it gets exhausting for me to feel all of this pity and sadness for people and it’s like exhilarating to realise .. i don’t care!!! i don’t care what happened to you!!! it doesn’t affect me!!! i’m not required to feel bad for you!!! leave me alone!!!!!! AAGGGHHH!!! and i’ve started thinking like that and it makes me feel so much better. i hate people!